My birthday Bash JUNE 03 2011 (Last year)

I would posted some photos last year about my birthday party. Last year I was vacuum at my blog so a lot event I didn't shared. ^^

MY PRIVATE DINNER WITH HIM 

Hello twenty

JUNE 03 1992

JUNE 03 2012

It's already 20 years I have been life. A lot thanks to God for everything He was given to me. There are really really too much event have been happened. I am too grateful about all of that. Every years I always have a different surprise birthday, and all of that are so unforgettable. I have some wishes that I said before blow my 20th birthday candle, I hope it will be happen.

My pray

Thank You God, for giving me another year of life.

Thank You for all the people who remembered me today

by updating status at Blackberry Messenger, good wishes on Facebook and twitter, also another greetings.

Thank you for all experience of this past year

for times of success which will always be happy memories

for times of failure which remind me of my own weakness

for times of joy when the sun was shining

for times of sadness which drove me to you.

Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,

and through it to bring good credit to myself,

happiness and pride to my loved ones,

and joy to you, Amen.

Special Thanks to God, My parents, My Friends and him ^^

Us

"I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough"

Only once in your life, I truly believe you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They will laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always bring a smile to your face. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that  they are a part of your life.

Pizza

 

LOVE

I'm not in a good mood when posted this. I have fight with my boyfriend for several times at this week. Just because a little problem and we fight like a child. Totally wasted our time. My watch show 00:54 now and he is snoring behind me grok! I really love him. Really really love.  He was told me about everything, not only love, but he showed me how the real world I live in now. He didn't like the other guy who always give smile, yield, said sorry for everything without look who was wrong, know everything you want without you must said and something else. If I done something wrong, he mad to me. I like the way he mad. When he mad, he would tell everything that I have done, that I have said and the situation which according to him that's all was wrong. If I have done something wrong to him, he wait me to said sorry. He never stop talking until I promise I never do the same thing again and prove it. He teach me a lot. Beside that, he is my hero, my brother, my best friend, my best partner and my best part ever. If he sad, I will sad 7 times deeper. He never know what I want if I didn't talk to him. Many girls wants her boyfriend always knows what they want, but he is different. Even though he still be my best of the best. I didn't make it as a problem. All he was done to me can cover his weakness at all. For me, he is not just a boyfriend, but he is a best gift that God was given to my life. Bless you

Uknown Person

At this time there's something that make me really really feel strange. I can informed it if it just happen one time. I will tell you that there's one girl who copy my words perfectly and paste it at her own. I don't know why must me? I don't know who she is even everything about her. First, someone told me that this girl copy my words on my profile twitter. When I checked it, that's true. She copied all of my word perfectly. And some days ago, the other people told me that she have status at blackberry messenger that really similar with mine. And when I see a captured picture of it, that's really same again. Who are you girl? I don't know you, why you can know me? Why you copy my word? There's a special reasons? or what? so many question on my head. After I tell it to my friends, finally I know that you are my boyfriend's ex. My friend remind me. Have we ever meet? talk? or something? If yes, I really really don't remember everything. If no, why you can be like that? Have I similar with someone you know? or something else? or what? I'm really confuse. And the last people that telling about you to me I think know you well enough, but what that person said about you, the most are the bad things. Ok girl, I don't know who you are and I don't really care about the others opinion, story or something, but if you want to be my friend, please welcome. It would be my pleasure. :)

By my private photographer